Little Toe,
This thread has little to do with research
My opinion about the bible has been formed by a tremendous amount of research. I agree with Pete that many ex-JWs struggle to shake off the literal view of the bible that we were taught.
I do ridicule the Old Testament, as do many here, because it paints a picture of a god more imperfect than most humans. The emotions exhibited so easily by Yahweh of the Old Testament are the emotions I try to suppress, namely jealousy, anger, and pride. Some of the actions done in god's name are a complete disgrace.
May I also add that after reading many of your posts I think it would be great to meet up with you just to talk about your personal spiritual experience, obviously over a beer or two.
CF.